No. [ vax huffs a laugh. ] That was - fuck. Years ago, now.
[ even though it feels like yesterday. ] I've died a couple times since then. Got resurrected. Always saw her, but the time wasn't right. Fucking good, then. I didn't want to go.
...The Raven Queen only came to call on me right before I came here. The last thing I remember... [ vax shifts a little where he's propped, now, and his voice softens. this is still - this is still unbelievably emotional. it still hurts. just when he'd accepted his position, after struggle and struggle and struggle, after running and dodging it, terrified of his fate...
... he'd accepted death, and woke up here, with percival not far away. funny how you can climb all the stages of grief and fall right back down the stairs. ]
... Last thing I remember is that I got to say goodbye.
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[ even though it feels like yesterday. ] I've died a couple times since then. Got resurrected. Always saw her, but the time wasn't right. Fucking good, then. I didn't want to go.
...The Raven Queen only came to call on me right before I came here. The last thing I remember... [ vax shifts a little where he's propped, now, and his voice softens. this is still - this is still unbelievably emotional. it still hurts. just when he'd accepted his position, after struggle and struggle and struggle, after running and dodging it, terrified of his fate...
... he'd accepted death, and woke up here, with percival not far away. funny how you can climb all the stages of grief and fall right back down the stairs. ]
... Last thing I remember is that I got to say goodbye.