he shifts a little, quietly setting his hands together to create something - an amber feather. ]
... I attacked my sister when I was charmed, once. ... Some dick compelled me using magic. I fought her like I was going to kill her. I almost did.
[ he can still remember parts of it, just snatches. he remembers vex sobbing in his face as she hit him, when he came back to clarity, maybe most of all.
... vax leans over and tucks the feather very gently in jiuqing's hair. ]
... She forgave me, told me it wasn't my fault, but I couldn't shake it. Still think about it, sometimes. But... it didn't change anything. Didn't make my sister love me any less, and... sure as shit didn't make me love her any less, either.
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he shifts a little, quietly setting his hands together to create something - an amber feather. ]
... I attacked my sister when I was charmed, once. ... Some dick compelled me using magic. I fought her like I was going to kill her. I almost did.
[ he can still remember parts of it, just snatches. he remembers vex sobbing in his face as she hit him, when he came back to clarity, maybe most of all.
... vax leans over and tucks the feather very gently in jiuqing's hair. ]
... She forgave me, told me it wasn't my fault, but I couldn't shake it. Still think about it, sometimes. But... it didn't change anything. Didn't make my sister love me any less, and... sure as shit didn't make me love her any less, either.