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vax'ildan, trash rat with wings ([personal profile] daggering) wrote 2022-04-10 02:37 pm (UTC)

SU JIUQING.

Gift: A small bear plush with a blue ribbon tied around its neck, a black feather hanging from it, and a snowdrop flower.

Dear Kitkat,
I think you’re one of those people that anyone would be lucky to know.

The more time that I’ve spent with you here, the more that I feel that way. There’s something about your presence that is just so fucking soothing - I think it’s just because of the way you take care of people. Especially people who really, really need to be taken care of. People like me, who maybe aren’t that great at taking care of themselves.

You remind me so much of Pike, sometimes, and not just because you’re a doctor. I feel at ease talking to you the way I feel talking to her. That’s not always easy for me to achieve, so - it matters. It means something. Not only that, but, you’re also just one of the strongest people I think I’ve met. With all the shit you’ve been through, you are made of fucking steel, and I know you’ll never forget that, but it’s worth a reminder, too.

These are, more or less, my last words, so I hope you’re okay taking a little advice. You take care of everyone… so I hope that as your new life carries on, you’ll let people take care of you, too. Your friends fucking love you. (And so does Chang Geng. Congratulations, by the way. I’m not sorry for the teasing, or for the push in the right direction. Hah.) Let them love you, alright? If nothing else, do it for me.

You took care of my family - I will never, ever, ever forget that. If you go to visit Percival when this is all said and done, then, I hope you get to meet my sister. She’ll fucking love you. Maybe say a prayer to the Raven Queen while you’re there. You might be surprised what it could get you.

Thank you, again. Thank you for taking care of me. Thank you for forgiving Percy, and, hell, thank you for caring about Percy - and about me, enough to try and protect me when you thought I might’ve lashed out. Thank you for watching out for Ruby. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

I’ll stick with my own advice, here at the end. I love you, doc. I’m leaving you with a little piece of my family. Named it Trinket, so. You’ve got a special trinket of your own. Take good care of it?

Thanks for everything.
Vax’ildan

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