vax is not expecting it. he - laughs, sort of startled out of him, and then nudges emet if he's close enough. ]
Yeah. Yeah it is, huh. Proper fucked up. No better way to say it. [ it's a much needed moment of levity, actually - funny in the dark humor sort of way, in the i-have-to-laugh-to-handle-anything-that-is-happening kind of way. ]
Iunno if it's a comfort, either. I never thought it was. Took me a long time to accept mine - and it makes it being screwed with here feel even worse.
[don't nudge himmmm he just shoves back at vax's arm. stop.]
For those like ourselves, who are accustomed to matters of the soul and the end of life, this truly is-- it is a mockery, there is no other way to say it.
We were talking about what pink really meant here, 's all. I can't say I disagree - you can't really control everything. Maybe that's how your world and theirs and mine're different, though, so who knows.
[ it is fine! he's getting used to this huffy behavior. also, vax likes to think he's correct and occasionally wise about some things and this is one of them.
he props his chin in his hand, amused. ]
Mmhm. Makes sense. [ it fits percy, that's for sure. ] Neither Shale or I felt like we fit with it much in comparison. Pink's their favorite color though, apparently, in the normal sense.
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vax is not expecting it. he - laughs, sort of startled out of him, and then nudges emet if he's close enough. ]
Yeah. Yeah it is, huh. Proper fucked up. No better way to say it. [ it's a much needed moment of levity, actually - funny in the dark humor sort of way, in the i-have-to-laugh-to-handle-anything-that-is-happening kind of way. ]
Iunno if it's a comfort, either. I never thought it was. Took me a long time to accept mine - and it makes it being screwed with here feel even worse.
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For those like ourselves, who are accustomed to matters of the soul and the end of life, this truly is-- it is a mockery, there is no other way to say it.
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Yeah. Real fucking vicious one.
[ hmmm. you know, actually, ] ...Have you talked to Shale about this kinda stuff at all?
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anyway, at the mention of shale he just. makes a face.]
They are frustrating to speak with on the subject, but they have mentioned a familiarity with it, yes.
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anyway he. raises an eyebrow? what ]
Shale's frustrating? We talking about the same statue?
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what ]
...Like what, exactly?
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[what the fuck.]
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[ ... weird. he wouldn't have pictured that from emet, considering. vax's brow furrows. ]
's more like... Feels more like guidance, to me. A listening ear, you know?
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[he scoffs, there, shakes his head.]
Naught is truly immutable, and yet they insist everything simply... is what it is. 'The control you value isn't reality'. Honestly.
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he
starts laughing
im sorry ]
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[now he just looks offended.]
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[ god! god. he waves his hand - ] Sorry, sorry, fuck. Talked about you! We talked about you. Not in a bad way.
[ help this is so funny ] Hoooo! Ah, man. I thought they were talking about Percy.
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[he is SO HUFFY NOW ugh.]
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[ bats at his arm, but he's still snickering. ]
We were talking about what pink really meant here, 's all. I can't say I disagree - you can't really control everything. Maybe that's how your world and theirs and mine're different, though, so who knows.
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[still a little huffy. it's fine.]
As I understand it, however, our color represents both intelligence and distrust.
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he props his chin in his hand, amused. ]
Mmhm. Makes sense. [ it fits percy, that's for sure. ] Neither Shale or I felt like we fit with it much in comparison. Pink's their favorite color though, apparently, in the normal sense.
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[he's maybe still annoyed about that, too.]