there's like the very beginning of an emotional tidal wave that starts and vax just
turns around
and starts walking
nope
(this greatly muffles the emotional explosion that would have happened, but emet can probably feel the warmth and melancholy and loss and love and like 40 other things all wrapped up together, just distantly from the other room)
calling out over his shoulder - ] Yeah. Someone fucking amazing. Come on, let's keep looking. [ bye ]
[that's-- it's a complicated mix of emotions to feel, distant as they are, but. he does let vax get his distance, at first. he certainly wouldn't want to be chased down were he muffling his own feelings.
still, it's...
he catches the warmth, the loss, the love, and recalls what vax has told of him of his situation thus far. that when the dead leave others behind in other worlds-- it is not the same as it is, in etheirys. it is a loss.
when emet-selch follows, it's with a mix of uncertainty and a reflection of that same melancholy, more empathetic. it's becoming a little easier to understand, especially with the emotions attached.]
...if you do not wish to speak of them, I will not ask further.
thankfully he's still pretty far away, but as emet starts to come closer, what he'll recognize is that those emotions are intense, and huge, and vax just doesn't have the words to talk about them while his emotions are fucking all over the place. not right now. not when he's still so tender from sunday, from the vines that pulled him and percy apart. ]
...Another time. [ he says, tilting his head back a little, please get it, ] Yeah?
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[ he puts his hand on the tree trunk, and then pushes away from it. there's a faint sense of melancholy, but, vax doesn't address it. ]
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Someone you knew?
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there's like the very beginning of an emotional tidal wave that starts and vax just
turns around
and starts walking
nope
(this greatly muffles the emotional explosion that would have happened, but emet can probably feel the warmth and melancholy and loss and love and like 40 other things all wrapped up together, just distantly from the other room)
calling out over his shoulder - ] Yeah. Someone fucking amazing. Come on, let's keep looking. [ bye ]
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[that's-- it's a complicated mix of emotions to feel, distant as they are, but. he does let vax get his distance, at first. he certainly wouldn't want to be chased down were he muffling his own feelings.
still, it's...
he catches the warmth, the loss, the love, and recalls what vax has told of him of his situation thus far. that when the dead leave others behind in other worlds-- it is not the same as it is, in etheirys. it is a loss.
when emet-selch follows, it's with a mix of uncertainty and a reflection of that same melancholy, more empathetic. it's becoming a little easier to understand, especially with the emotions attached.]
...if you do not wish to speak of them, I will not ask further.
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thankfully he's still pretty far away, but as emet starts to come closer, what he'll recognize is that those emotions are intense, and huge, and vax just doesn't have the words to talk about them while his emotions are fucking all over the place. not right now. not when he's still so tender from sunday, from the vines that pulled him and percy apart. ]
...Another time. [ he says, tilting his head back a little, please get it, ] Yeah?
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[he agrees, quietly. his own emotions are still unsettled, faced with the weight of vax's, but--
he leaves space between them. a little distance, to make it easier, until vax is more evened out.]