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[daggering]

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[daggering]

[ good. it brings a little smile to the corner of his mouth - vax leans back into him, then. ]

Mm. Just thinking.

[ktiseos]

[he supports him, of course. just as he usually does now.]

Then do you wish to share your thoughts?

[daggering]

[ ...

vaxildan closes his eyes. deep breath in, deep breath out. ]

... Got a question.

How do you tell people that you're okay with dying, when none of them are okay with it?

[ktiseos]

...that, I do not know if I can answer. 'Tis difficult, if you have made your peace with it and they have not quite had the time, or knowledge.

[a slight shake of his head. hades has known, of course, but...

it must be hard on others.]

Save for, mayhap, emphasizing this has already occurred. That it has been accepted.

[daggering]

Someone today was talking about how they wanted to make the prism some kind of touchstone. A place for the dead to be, I guess.

[ he just stays like that for a moment, keeps his eyes closed. ]

I didn't know how to tell them I didn't want that, so I didn't say anything. Must be a dick move, for me to not show up.

[ktiseos]

So long as it is optional-- well. It may not be such a bad thing, for those who would wish it.

[he shifts. slides his arms a little more securely around him.]

You would not wish to visit it, at the least, if so? Or is it only that you would not choose to exist here indefinitely in such a case?

[daggering]

...Guess I'd feel guilty, visiting. Don't think I could really do it like me.

[ he thinks... fret and rindo's world will be a bit different. emet's, too, because of the unique nature of his position. but for the rest of the worlds that might exist... ]

Not to mention, 'm gonna be busy. If I came back here, it'd just be... Iunno. Running away.

[ there's a sigh, there. ] ... I stopped running away from it a long time ago.

[ktiseos]

If you came back to stay, mayhap it would be. But for a shorter time...

[well.]

I do keep hearing that any duty requires its breaks.

[daggering]

[ pfft. that gets him to laugh, softly - he tilts his head up to look at him. ]

Iunno if that really counts for a Champion. Not really a day job.

[ktiseos]

Nor is Keeper of the Underworld, and yet you surely intend to disturb my work.

[he's just saying.

visit the people you love if you get the chance, you stupid fucking bird.]

[daggering]

[ ... that gets a little smile out of him, and he tilts his head up. he will go see the people he loves - but they'll never see him. it's fine.

which... ]

... y'know. You're probably one of the only people I'll be able to see like this. [ like himself. ]

[ktiseos]

Then I shall be there, when you wish me to see you. Mayhap I shall come to find you as well, from time to time.

[you know, depending on how busy the both of them are-- but it will happen.]

[daggering]

[ that's

kind of funny for some reason - he laughs, opening his eyes to actually look up at him. ]

You should meet her. [ the raven queen. ] I think you'd like her.

[ and she's so lonely. vax knows that about her maybe more than anyone, so - he's fond of the idea. ]

[ktiseos]

I think that I should like to, yes, after what I saw of her.

[he thinks, from what he knows, that he would like her as well.]

[daggering]

[ he lifts a hand, finally, gently pulling it free and reaching up towards his face. ]

She needs more friends. [ his MOM

there's a little pause, as his fingers curl in mid air, waiting. ]

[ktiseos]

[he leans down, obliging.

he's not doing the dog thing where they put their chin in your hand he just assumes vax wants a smooch so he's bending down close enough for it]

[daggering]

[ the dog thing would be very cute but no. he was just gonna touch his cheek!

but when he comes in close like that he lifts up to gently kiss him, soft, and say, honest as ever; ]

...'m glad I met you.

[ktiseos]

[he indulges in that for a few seconds, before:]

...as am I. Regardless of everything else here, everything we went through--

I am glad for this.

[daggering]

...yeah. I am, too. [ it will be enough.

vax's smile lifts a little further, just for a moment, and he reaches up to steal a second kiss before settling there like that, close, enveloped by emet's sheer bulk. ]

... Gonna be one of the last nights I have like this for a long time. Next time I see you, I'll probably be a fucking bird.

[ktiseos]

[he wraps both arms around him, then, allowing him to settle close. enveloped, warm.]

Well, so long as you may still take your own form, I shall not complain. I will be just as pleased to see you in that shape... but it shall be quite limiting.

[daggering]

[ oh my god

amused??? ]

Did you just make a dirty joke? [ HELP ]

[ktiseos]

Of course not. Birds may not speak, after all.

[he's just talking about... talking. obviously!

probably.]

Though, now that I think upon it... mayhap it is an improvement.

[daggering]

[ NO TOO LATE he's laughing, warm and effusive, much more normal, now half turning over to try and actually get up in his face about this. ]

Hey, fuck you, it is not! You were, maybe I'm rubbing off on you a little too much!

[ktiseos]

And if you have, I shall insist upon repaying me for the trouble.

[he says, with vax's face now squished between his hands. horrible little bird.]

[daggering]

[ trapped

squished ]

Is shish about earlier?