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vax'ildan, trash rat with wings ([personal profile] daggering) wrote2022-02-12 02:18 pm

pc catchall | chroma | kazunari

yet another shitpost will go here
dms: (oya?)

[personal profile] dms 2022-03-12 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ kazunari as a person is usually full of energy, bright and excitable as he is, but now it's a notably different kind of vibe. he's tense like a bowstring about to release, but the smile usually dissuades people from asking - but it's pretty lackluster right now. ]

Me? Yeah. [ ... ] I mean. I wouldn't say I'm fine, because we lost two good people, but - you know.
dms: (oh no)

[personal profile] dms 2022-03-12 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
I... think I had a fine week, until this morning? [ rubs the back of his neck awkwardly. ] I just... could have been a lot better to everyone else.
dms: (trajectory of blooming)

[personal profile] dms 2022-03-12 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ he tenses, then forces a laugh. ]

Kind of a funny time to get to know someone, though, huh? You'd think you'd just want to make sure your friends are alright first.
dms: (oh no)

[personal profile] dms 2022-03-12 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
Don't most people want happier things to bond over...?

[ he doesn't really have the desire or the energy to fight vax on this, though, shoulders sagging a little as he glances back at the crystalline door. ]

...I wish I could help. But I said some awful things to him this week, so... I don't think he'd want to talk to me, anyway.
dms: (birthday boy)

[personal profile] dms 2022-03-12 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ kazu is still (unsure) but he hasn't lost that smile, even if it is strained. he nods, though, and follows vax. ]

Yeah. Okay. He can probs use the rest before tomorrow, anyway.
dms: (in the loud cheering)

[personal profile] dms 2022-03-12 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ he just hates feeling awkward and it's been a Week.

but he'll settle down across ]


There's not much to say, honestly? I'm not really sure what happened to me this week, just that I don't believe a lot of what I said. [ he winces. ] Like when I said your memory with Percy wasn't real...
dms: ():)

[personal profile] dms 2022-03-12 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)
...Sorry.

[ he folds his legs under him, idly flipping through his sketchbook. ]

I felt normal again this morning... like someone just flipped a switch, or something.