[ actually now that i'm rereading it you didn't vex me nevermind i just can't read
ah.
it's... it's hard, to watch it again. when they blink free of the memory, there are tears at the corners of his eyes, and vax's hand is resting over his heart.
he has to shake his head. once, twice, to clear it, before he realizes that itsuki is talking to him, and vax's voice comes out rough, a little distant. ]
....yeah. She's... she's fine. My sister's fine.
[ he has to keep reminding himself of that, here. vex is fine. ] ...Sorry.
[It can't be an easy memory to see, and Itsuki has seen many -- his and others. This one strikes a chord with him though -- Vax's love for his sister, obviously -- but just that sheer desperation. How does it feel to put your entire life on the line for someone you love? To just do it without being afraid?
he shakes his head]
No, I'm glad to know. Well -- I'm not glad that our memories are out there for everyone to see, but... I'm glad she's okay.
[for vax of course, but also for their cluster of comrades, similarly afraid]
...You and Percy-kun are from the same place? Like Shuu-kun and Yasu-kun?
...Appreciate it. [ aw, sweet itsuki... he gives him a little smile, mouth quirking up a bit now that the memory has faded away.
he's not quite shaken by it, but it's still hard to watch, hard to relive those feelings of loss and panic. hard to think about vex being dead - even though he knows, now, how this story ends. ]
... we are, yeah. Teammates, or something like it. We traveled together.
[he wonders if it's his place to ask if Vax ever forgave him (not knowing that he'll get a memshare to answer that later), it feels too sensitive of a question, instead]
So you went on a lot of adventures? Percy-kun mentioned having to fight a dragon.
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ah.
it's... it's hard, to watch it again. when they blink free of the memory, there are tears at the corners of his eyes, and vax's hand is resting over his heart.
he has to shake his head. once, twice, to clear it, before he realizes that itsuki is talking to him, and vax's voice comes out rough, a little distant. ]
....yeah. She's... she's fine. My sister's fine.
[ he has to keep reminding himself of that, here. vex is fine. ] ...Sorry.
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he shakes his head]
No, I'm glad to know. Well -- I'm not glad that our memories are out there for everyone to see, but... I'm glad she's okay.
[for vax of course, but also for their cluster of comrades, similarly afraid]
...You and Percy-kun are from the same place? Like Shuu-kun and Yasu-kun?
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he's not quite shaken by it, but it's still hard to watch, hard to relive those feelings of loss and panic. hard to think about vex being dead - even though he knows, now, how this story ends. ]
... we are, yeah. Teammates, or something like it. We traveled together.
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So you went on a lot of adventures? Percy-kun mentioned having to fight a dragon.