[ hateful. vax makes a little bit of a face. ] I hate this fucking Prism.
[ well, if emet won't say it!! he will. this place sucks!!! even if it has infinite closets!
beyond that, though - something in his expression changes as emet says that. there's a visible sort of hurt to his eyes, and he turns his head away. ] ... 's complicated. [ because it's less about not having seen her, and more about not being able to in the future.
he reaches up and scrubs a hand over his face. ] It wouldn't have mattered, though. 's still my sister - fucking place knew exactly what to use to get at me. I know now it was an illusion, but it was hard to think otherwise when we were trapped there.
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[ well, if emet won't say it!! he will. this place sucks!!! even if it has infinite closets!
beyond that, though - something in his expression changes as emet says that. there's a visible sort of hurt to his eyes, and he turns his head away. ] ... 's complicated. [ because it's less about not having seen her, and more about not being able to in the future.
he reaches up and scrubs a hand over his face. ] It wouldn't have mattered, though. 's still my sister - fucking place knew exactly what to use to get at me. I know now it was an illusion, but it was hard to think otherwise when we were trapped there.
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he's quiet, a few long moments.]
...when faced with such things, I imagine it would be.
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...what matters is it wasn't real. She's fine. [ even if i can't be there goes unsaid. ] I am, too.
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[it's somewhat blunt, but.]